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We’re being buttered for catastrophe yet we can still avoid that path by letting go of it

One possibility people have been made so insane and divided in recent years ie in political issues, is to butter society up for its destruction.

Now would be the perfect time for the virus in China to turn into a plague. People are already so wound up in negative ego, in toxic emotions, in distorted filters of reality in which they see things in tribal ways “this vs that, us vs them”.

People are already focusing on the worst and using their focus in negative ways. To stoke fires of division rather than common ground. To widen gaps of misunderstanding rather than foster understanding.

I hate to tell, if good and evil are real, if there is some kind of unconscious struggle always playing out through us… We’re being buttered and seasoned like a fat piece of steak.

I hope what’s happening in China is not the oven that we’re about to be thrown into. Some reports say they’re getting it under control, some say it’s not.

I think we live in chaotic times and we’re asking for some kind of global catastrophe to befall us with how negatively and toxicly our minds have been polarized.

Which is to say it’s not our faults, we’ve been conditioned this way by the media, by our “leaders”, by those who see themselves as rightful controllers of humanity and planet.

We’re like the beaten and abused dog that can’t help being destructive. Then the same forces that did that to the dog blame it when it gets destructive. You could say the whole pattern/cycle of it is to project shadow and guilt. Shadow and guilt in a cosmic sense are like nuclear waste on Earth. They’re dangerous. The more a being or entity dissociates or divides their self from their own shadow (and soul), the more toxic that shadow gets. What is done with it? The same that is done with nuclear waste, it’s buried somewhere else and made into the future generations’ problem.

So keep in mind a big part of the “archonic” feeding on humanity, especially during catastrophes, is not just the feeding off of the low vibration and fractured soul energy (seasoned that way by negative conditioning of the species). It’s the projection of the shadow- the guilt, the self loathe and hatred, the toxicity that the creator/owner of has disassociated from so as to maintain the false self, a narcissistic view of their self. The mosquito doesn’t just suck your blood it vomits its waste into you too.

Try to understand what’s happening. You don’t have to let yourself be seasoned with negativity and division. If you’re aware of it at all, you can make a choice. You can refrain from feeding into, from participating in it.

One of the most important things we can do is forgive. Forgive others, stop trying to find flaws in them so you can call them wrong. Forgive yourself for your own mistakes and hurt you’ve caused. Forgive yourself if you are hurt! Forgive yourself for being hurt when you couldn’t prevent it. Forgive yourself if you’re afraid. Forgive yourself for being human. Let go of the toxicity and hate. Have compassion for yourself.

Allow yourself to be and breathe again. Allow others to.

Find the common ground of humanity with others. Know that the polarizing “sides” and associations we identify with in this world are not ours! We did not create the systems of division in this world! Do not take them on as your own. Do not let them create friend and foe out of your fellow human beings.

We’re all human and we’ve all been deceived in this world. We’ve all been hurt. Whether we are sovereign souls or tools of the forces that have deceived us, is up to us.

Perhaps the most important thing during these chaotic times is choice.

Taking stands to nowhere

People so eager to take a stand they don’t know what they’re standing for.

Forces of control are unchanging no matter who is put up for display on the kabuki theater.

Hidden forces push the buttons and pull the strings.

Worked up into a frenzy like an addiction saying “Feed me”

More and more rush.

Everyone rushing around, swinging their swords in the high of pseudo righteous subjectively bubbled emotionalism.

Blades and barbs everywhere.

Competitions toward the bottom of snark’s barrel, “Oh snap I got you!” and all that matters is the cheap high of being right unto the other “side”.

Ready to slice each other because “If you’re not on my side you’re my enemy”.

Possessed by malignant aggression, the thuggish and limiting thought forms of a civilization tempting its own downfall.

You can go left, you can go right, you must choose a side in the false arena or the tribe won’t accept you.

Egotism puts its hands on its hips and sassily says “I know what it’s like to truly stand alone because MY side is the more persecuted and righteous one”

Just don’t protest too much when things get worse. When all the psychic mess and hatred being stirred up in humanity keeps manifesting. Just remember it’s what you’ve asked for, like an addict looking for a hit and not seeing further.

Maybe just maybe when the chaos and division of our darkest selves is brought to the surface it’s not a cue to wantonly indulge in it, rather to step back and rediscover balance.

No easy way

Most people when it comes to expanding their ideas of health and healing = “That can’t work! My doctor says it can’t! Look at all these articles proving my point”

Then they get sick with something terrible and all the sudden will try anything.

Facing a crisis is the fastest way to erode the ego. A human being can go from conceited to humble and open minded in a heartbeat.

Most of the time, the common ego exists in a state of sort of petulance. A sort of conceit that filters everything a certain way. The innocence and openness of being is left far behind. This doesn’t mean the average ego is less naive than a child. Naivety and denial actually become stronger as a person galvanizes in that ego, and yet the openness to learn and grow (be challenged at a fundamental level without fear) is lost.

The funniest thing about people who use the straw man of, “You’re looking for a miracle cure!” to shoot down alternative healing modalities is that allopathic medicine and the common material reductionist mindset is completely monotone. It’s completely focused on magic bullets and one size fits all cures.

The weakened mind looks for one size fits all answers. There’s no such thing though. The pharmaceutical industry thrives off of this tunnel vision thinking though.

I’ve found it’s the same people who will criticize others for practicing preventative care and health building techniques are the same ones who just want a pill when they get sick.

Then they’re taking dozens of pills, but in their minds nothing they’re doing is abnormal. Even if it’s sickening them.

That stubborn wall of ego is the last thing to crack in many people.

The thing is any good healer is not going to claim magic one size fits all cures for anything.

I’ve been through a lot, healed myself through a lot, and have helped many people just by sharing what I’ve learned in their times of need. I don’t hate allopathic medicine. I think there’s an imbalance toward it, and an immature mockery/denial of any alternatives in some people.

Healing is not about magic cures. It’s about having a mature fucking state of mind so that one is willing to do what one needs to heal their self. That can mean prescription medication in some cases, but often means exploring other modalities too.

It’s never just one thing though. Life is not just one thing. Your body is a combination of many different cells, energies, and functions.

A combination of healing techniques that work for one ailment might not work for another.

Life is music. It’s a synthesis of many things. Realize that because if you don’t you’re gonna keep clanging monotone notes over and over. Often in a false dualiistic conflict with some other “side” that threatens the numbing noise.

The body is music. Healing is music. It’s learning to get in touch with your natural rhythms, and learning the right combination of modalities and techniques that work for you.

Fuck what everyone else thinks. They want to dictate your bed because they’re petulant toddlers whose egos tempt the universe for a smack in the face wake up every time they open their mouths. They don’t have to sleep in your bed. If you have cancer they’re not gonna die of cancer if you fail to listen to your body and do everything you can do to heal yourself. If you have an auto-immune disease they don’t have to live with your pain every time the conventional treatments fail (but add more toxicity to your body) and the doctors say they don’t know what’s wrong.

All the people who want to tell you how to be and how to live don’t have to suffer the consequences of your experience. Do you see how selfish that is? Normally we can be selfish assholes in these lives with our own bodies, but we end up paying the consequences for our thinking and behaviors. In telling others how to live and what to do, the selfish asshole ego believes it can be a selfish asshole without consequence because the other person has to suffer the consequence. Don’t let that happen to you. Don’t be a victim of other peoples’ negative and unconscious aggression.

Most mocking toddlers turn into cry babies when they face a crisis. I find the best revenge is to educate them, because now they look at the world differently. They may survive but they can’t go back to their little bubble of understanding. Educate them into a world of awareness and knowledge. Now they have to survive with a greater sense of awareness, of both of the goodness and the BS that fills our world.

There’s no way that is completely and absolutely without struggle or effort. One can be ignorant and live in (superficially) blissful denial, and not have to think about how much crap there is out there. One can awaken and be less a victim of the BS, yet now has the responsibility of exercising that awareness and building a stronger consciousness.

Most people don’t even get to a point where they make a choice in how they want to live until they’ve faced their challenging moments, their dark night of the soul, their tests.

Don’t waste those opportunities, is all I’m saying.